here's as promised, the update. inspirational? i don't know(taken from avram grant)
recently, been reflecting alot(not in the mirror, although it seems my mirror is much smaller now.)
just about, what's been happening; what's going to happen.

the past, the present and the future.
what is my thirst for knowledge?
i mean, am i willing to compromise?
i know myself, being very reluctant to move from my "comfortable" lifestyle to something more challenging.
also my greatest flaw of all, Procrastination.
it will always start tomorrow.
to achieve something, there is always a give and take situation.
am i willing to give up or just take more?

talking about studies, my degree, it's Essential considering current market situations. how badly do i want it?
tiredness, unstable working hours, finance and location, is the current reason, or is it?
is it just an escape route to divert all my time to be left spending on my own pleasure?
am i disciplined enough to go study night classes, or do i have other better use for my time.
questions, questions and more questions.
when will i be able to convert them to answers?

looking at my future, what do i want to work as?
for the money, the enjoyment, the stability, or for other reasons apart from all these 3.
where does my passion lie?
100% of everything, 50% of everything or 100% of nothing.

* Bryner Pohsted 10:12 PM